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WOW I found the first few chapters of the book I was writing on a random flash drive. I am super excited, because I thought I lost ALL the book forever!! Thought I would share with you all reading my blog...
You know the mornings when you look out the window and it is a
scene from an old scary movie; the sky is grey with a lingering fog that won't
lift. The sun rises with no rays just a simple circle of light. That is what I
see each and every day on my way home; rain or shine. I am blanketed in the
foggy mist as I take on the meaningless tasks of the day that allow me to be a
contributing member of this lack luster society. God created this in 6 days, I
am beginning to think that he did not think this through.
Chapter 2
"Humans.. God’s
greatest accomplishment. He created them, and the ground they walk on. Yet most
still to this day fail to accept he even exists. He gave up his very own son to
save their soul from sin, and they still deny him. Why must we care about them?
Why do we have to fight and defend? Why should I spend my days not enjoying the
beauty all around, and throwing down my responsibility to live my own life?
They don't care, why should I?"
“Because Gabriel
it is our duty to honor thy father and do as he says. He created us too, and we
must trust in him. We know he is here. We know what he is capable of. You’re a
fool to think you can just stop."
I can it has been done
before..
Chapter 3
The sun rises and
shines over the land and sea. Painting the skies with vibrant uncreatable
colors.
Providing nutrients and
light to allow the world among it flourish. Rain falls from the clouds washing
away the dirt from the ground and air as it replenish rivers, and streams. All
my creations have purpose and responsibility. All my creations also must come
to an end. Mankind has taken what once was extraordinary beauty and assisted in
the slow decay of all that is. Earth to a living creation has its own purpose.
Many question what is, and wonder what it could be. A challenge i must propose
both here in my kingdom and on my land. A challenge to open eyes and restore
faith with their own free will. It is not time to give up, but to renovate.
I hear what you say but
don't forget I too am a part of your creation. I will always play a part in
your creations, and your challenge will be accepted both in heaven and on
earth. Just remember I lurk in the shadows of their desires. I whisper the
temptations they want to hear and see. It is me that fills the dreams of luxury
and perfection. I am the other side of
all you love and create. If your challenge shall fail I will ravage your
creation leaving nothing but darkness and cries behind.
Chapter 4
The sound of my alarm
is of a rooster. Why would a person want
to hear that obnoxious sound first thing? Why not a beautiful piece of Mozart
or Beethoven? I will tell you why....because the back ground noise of my life
is sirens, honks, and loud people walking home from the bar down stairs. That's
city sounds for you. So if I want to wake up I time I must have the most
annoying sound being me out of my slumber. Not to appealing I know however
that's my life. I wake up at 11:00 pm Monday through Friday in my one bedroom
dark and depressing apartment that I pay far too much for. I have a roommate that has commandeered my
couch, but parked in in my living room. He has this weird smell too. Is it ride
to put car fresheners in his pockets? Oh how my mom would be so proud. I walk
out my door at 11:10 pm. The cold air whips my face as I walk down the stairs.
I usually am greeted by the local pan handlers hoping I have change for a beer.
Usually I give it to them because at least their honest about what they want.
Can't say that for most. The next block
over is he hospital where I work. My name is Ray and I am a mortician. Needless
to say my social life is nonexistent. I was informed that my guest tonight just
died in a car accident. I wonder what happened. A reckless driver hit them?
Texting or sexting and driving? What's their story? I walk down the hall to my
office. Hospitals at night at a bit creepy. Then again I work with the dead so I
should be used to it right? This is not the life that I created in my dreams as
a child. I wanted more, but god delt me this shitty hand. 33 unable to
reproduce, single, no family, no friends. What's the freakin point? Everything
happens for a reason, or don't worry its all part of the plan. Who the hell
came up with these unoriginal and depressing sayings? I will tell you who,
people who don't have anything to believe in but want to sound inspiring. If I
had it my way...this world would be different. Completely different.
Chapter 5
Sounds more peaceful
than one can imagine. Feeling weightless and free. The warmth one has from the
embrace of their mothers love, eliminates any pain or fear one has. This is
what heaven feels like. The visions are in the eyes of the beholder for they
see what they can only dream of. You
know this to be true Gabriel. Yet you want to throw it away.
I want to taste and
feel. I want to embrace a mothers love to understand. I want the choice
Michael. We don't have that choice, and are forbidden to even want to think
about it. He watches over us all, but cherishes them more. I want that too.
Don't you ever think for one moment that you would do things differently?
Control mankind your way, the right way. Allow for powers beyond their control
to show. No famine or war. No poor and homeless. It is not needed. We don't
have that here, why must they have it there? I envy them Michael I do.
Then what do you
suggest my son? The almighty himself approached the angels seeking answers.
Give us a chance. Let
us be humans and feel what they feel, see what they see, love and laugh how
they love and laugh, and shed a tear. You created us all but you failed to see
after a while we may envy your humans.
You are who you are.
You have your purpose and was created to do what you do. However, I see all
Gabriel and hear all. I have A challenge for you two. A challenge that gives
you all you really want.
Chapter 6
6:00 am, thirty
minutes before my shift is over. A woman approxamently 23 years old was my
guest this evening. Remarkably her accident left her face And neck without a
single scratch. She was flawless with a unique beauty mark next to her right
ear. She was perfectly healthy, and had the future ahead of her. I finish up my
report and turn out the lights. More people are walking the halls now. The
smell of stale coffee and over cooked eggs flows through the air vents as the
kitchen staff prepares the flavorless breakfast patients dare to eat. I open the door greeted by the foggy mist
that lurks the street waiting for the sun to break through the sky above. I
walk back towards my overly priced apartment. The streets are quietest at this
time. The pan handlers are past out under my stairs. I leave them some coffee
from the hospital kitchen, with some toast.
I walk upstairs into my apartment to find my roommate Sam dressed
watching the news. The smell of fresh coffee fills my home, and I eagerly poor
myself a cup and plop down next to my only friend.
“There was a pretty
intense Accident last night according to the news a girl died and was sent to
your hospital.” Sam informed me.
“Yes I met her.” I
responded as I sipped my coffee. I noticed the cup was dirty, but then too
tired to care. Let me tell you why Sam and I live together. You see he once
worked at my hospital. He is the only person I know that can hear or see
something once and remember it for life. He was the greatest surgeon anyone has
ever met. One day he operated on a boy. A simple operation so he thought. He
went in to remove his appendix, and when he was done the boy died two hours
later. Apparently the boy was in so much pain that not only was his appendix
about to erupt but he also had a brain tumor that nobody saw. He then realized
no matter what he can't save everyone and did not want to witness that pain any
more. So he became a bar keep instead. He lost everything, and I could not
allow for a brilliant man such As him to not have a place to sleep.
Ray do you ever ask
yourself, “why am I here?" Or “what is the purpose?" Because I do
every day, and I do not ever get an answer.
My family is the richest in the Hamptons but cannot think to help those
in need. I do not understand why we must go through such heart ache, and why
innocent people suffer. I cannot wrap my mind around why someone or something
would want to create a world like this. Then on top of it all people still
believe in him, that he is good and almighty. If he was so good like they say,
why would he allow this:
The local
news reporter announced, “Police are on
the lookout for this man. He is wanted in connection to human trafficking, and
is connected in the murder of 25-year-old Aaliyah Smith. If you see him, please
call 911. “
We sit in silence and
drink our coffee as the weather report repeats itself.
Chapter 7
It has been written
that six days earth was created. Light cast the shadows to the dark, allowing
beauty to flourish. My challenge for you is to enlighten me on the other
possibilities to have a successfully balanced universe. You shall have six days
to create your ideal creation. If it appears I am indeed fallacious, then I
will step down.
Father what are you
saying? We believe in you, trust in you. We are created to watch your souls and
deliver hope and faith throughout mankind.
Yes Michael but as
Gabriel has mentioned there are those who do not believe, there are questions,
and I want you my son to show me what is missing. Gabriel has a mission of his
own, that he needs to complete. Isn't this so?
Gabriel stood proud
before the almighty himself, “I am not going to fall if that is what you are
implying."
Chapter 8
Rooster alarm goes off
once again. I press all the buttons on my phone to turn the damn thing off. I
feel out of sorts tonight. I don't understand why, however the feeling I have
is overwhelming. My throat feels tight, with a slight tickle on that hangy
thing g in the back of my throat. Butterflies in my stomach that is very
unsettling, and numbness in my legs. I am contemplating just turning my phone
off, and rolling back over.
My apartment has an
eerie feeling lurking an out. I am not sick, someone is here. I get out of bed
and open my bedroom door. Sam is on the couch like normal. The same info
commercial convincing me putting my body through a crazy boot camp routine, is
just what I need for being biki ready this summer; is blaring from the TV. Note
to self-buy Sam a hearing aid. I creep
across the living room still trying to find out what or who is in my apartment. I trip over an oversized boot. Standing before
me is a figure I have never seen. A light so bright, yet it does not make me
squint or look away. I am calm now and all my previous feelings are gone. I
feel the same way I used to when my mom would hug me as a little girl. As I look out the corner of my eye, I realize
my apartment is now what looks like an Egyptian royal chamber. It has an
ambiance that is soothing and fills my heart with happiness I had as a child. A
man walks in dressed in white. He is tall, with white hair, sea green eyes,
fair skin, and an Ora of white and gold. He smiles at me, and gently takes my
hand. In a flash I am shown creation if earth, events taken place in the past,
all my questions suddenly answered, and shown my purpose. I must be dreaming.
This is not happening right now. Did I die? No because I see Sam. He is
standing there with the same expression that I feel. Next to him is another man
with characteristics unmistakably similar to the one in front of me. Sam and I
look at each other.
Ray I was not ready for
this.
Chapter 9
The challenge is yours.
You have six days to create a world beyond this. Create existence from your
heart, and soul. Make all your thoughts and feelings come to life. I ask you to
show me the light at the end of your tunnel. If you are able to enlighten me,
and inspire me to change my creation the slightest, I shall step aside and give
you the power of creation. It is up to you, to accept this challenge or
continue life as you know it.
"You mean to tell
me, I mean us that for one you are him. You are the Alfa and the omega. The
creator, the father of mankind.. You are god himself. Not only are you him, but you are asking me..
I mean us to create what you have in six days. Do you know who I am? Do you know
who he is? Of course you do! “Ray stuttered in disbelief.
"Who are
they?" Sam nodded towards the two men that greeted them earlier.
Those are my angels
Michael and Gabriel. They have accepted this same challenge. I know your
answer, I know your fear. Trust I. Me for I will be beside you, but not helping
you make your own choices. This is a challenge you must take, it serves a
greater purpose. The existence of both heaven and earth will forever be altered
once the challenges are completed. Go forth and do as you will for your
decisions are everlasting.
Book 2
Chapter 1
Was I dreaming? Did I really just see what I think I just saw?
No, this can’t be…At any moment my annoying rooster alarm is going to go
off. I will stumble over my boots that I
left in the middle of my floor, and open my door to see Sam once again sleeping
on my couch. Ready…Go…okay maybe I will pinch myself, they say a person cannot
feel pain in a dream. I am not sure who they are, but I am willing to give
anything a shot right now. Yep, I felt that…so now what? I have six days to
create my own world. What do I know about creating a world? First things first,
I want to create something so I can see. How do I go about this? Do I dance a
jig, snap my fingers, or do the Macarena?
“I am Ray, and I Seek to see two Suns, and Two moons. There will be 6 hours of day, and 6 hours of
night. The day sky will always look like dusk or dawn, with visions of planets
with in our solar system in the background. The night sky will be filled with
the visions of planets, and stars. Telescopes are not needed for you can see
them with the naked eye. They will have
their own glow similar to the moon, with a dimness to
still allow for the romantic feeling of night time elegancy.”
I opened my eyes and what I visioned in my mind, projected to
my surroundings. I see everything I just
saw. I can create anything I think about in my mind. This is amazing, why did
God just stop creating what we currently see? He should have kept going. Just
think of all the things I can create in these next few days. The things I shall
see and do! A world with remarkable beings. Flawless humans, with no intension
of harming one another. Animals so gental they live among us. We are all one,
and nothing can harm us. This is going to be the greatest world.
Chapter 2
I created night and day, and now I create land and sea.
“ My name is Ray, and I seek to see land and sea. My land
shall be all shade of green. Gigantic trees swaying in the wind. Enormous fruit
will grow from these trees. 20lb pineapples, and coconuts. Bananas the size of
a football, and Apples the size of a pumpkin. Grass so green and soft one does
not need shoes. Abundance of bushes full of fruit for eating. Once the fruit is
picked a new one appears allowing for people to never go hungry again. Water
will fall from mountains. Water that is so clear you can drink, and regain your
strength, for the rocks it washes over, gives one the strength they need to
continue the day. The soil is rich with nutrients to give the plants what they
need to grow. The sea is blue, with a calm vibe given off by the waves. There
is no desert, for the world is one and looks like one. The land will flourish with giant like animals
that are as gentel as a field mouse. They will be more beautiful than any
animal that you have ever seen. Their fur will be the idel perfection with a
glow. Other animals will be small, and
mighty. Strong and smart. A person of normal statue wont be able to handle such
divine creatures, for they must be left alone to flourish and do their job of
maintain the earth. The sea will be filled with animals that breath both in
water and on land. They can communicate with humans through sight, and mind.
They two are gentil giants, who need not to be fearded. All will seek to
flourish, and be ne with humans.
Chapter 3
You know I was liking the idea of creating my own world. I
have been doing this for what appears to be three days now, and I am starting
to get board with this. It reminds me of a game I would play on the computer,
but it is way more intense. You would think that I would love to be in this
position. Have the ablity to create anything that I can possably imagin.
However, I am finding it to be lonely. I have created all of this,yet I have
nobody to share it with. Nobody can tell me what they think about it all,
nobody can see what I have done. I am saddened by this. Maybe this is why God
created humans himself. He was lonely. Well I suppose that is what I am going
to do as well.
“ My name is Ray, and I see to create a Human race. There will
be male and female. They will be tall, and fit, for they need to be in order to
survive the wilderness with out technology. Their bodies will adapt to both
land and water, for they will be able to breath under water. Their skin will be
silver, and will have what appears to be scales. Women will have long silver
hair, and light blue piercing eyes. Men will have black hair with green eyes. They
will be paired up with a life partner. This person is to be by their side day
by day, coaching one another, and seeking to help the other succeed as their
experience life on earth. My human race will be able to flourish, and
contribute to the community in which we have created thsu far.
Chapter 4
I have created day and night, land and sea, humans and animals…I
have not created my own version of heaven. I am curious as to where my angel
friends are at this moment. I wonder what heaven was life for them, before all
of this craziness had to happen. I am still not sure how I got here, or why,
yet I will continue with my dream, and do my best to make god himself proud of
me.
When I wake up from this, and God and I sit down to talk, I
need to remind myself to ask a bunch of questions. I really do not know what I
am getting myself into. How do I decide what Heaven should be? How do I decide
who shall come to Heaven, and who should not? It is up to me I know this. I
suppose I shall take this time to observe my creation, and decide the fate of
all.
Authors note:
I do not know how to introduce Ray’s world. I am at a loss on
how to add the human race interactions and stories. I do want to make note on
the communication pieces with no technology. One of my purposes for this book
is to bring into light on how easily people fall in love and get married these
days. I also want to focus on how children do not go out and play, or
socialize. One of the worlds is going to have to be all technology with no
personal contact. I want everyone to think about how important it is to
properly communicate, and be social with out the technology pieces. Before tv,
cell phones, and computers children listened to their paretns, and there was no
alternative. They did what they were told, and that is it. I will figure out
how to add this all in some how. I will be reading the bible and figuring out
how to introduce everything in a way that makes since to any reader. I want
this book to really make people think about life, and what they have. I want
this book to open the eyes of our society, and have them take time to get away
from technology and all the wants in life, and focus on the needs and
necessities. I find that parents have other people take care of their children
way too often, so they can have their free time. Somehow I will make this all
into this book. I pray that I am given the tools and insight to do so, and be
successful with the writings that I shall share with the world. I want to tell
stories somehow, and inspire and help those in this world. God grant me with
the words to continue this story please. You have inspired me to begin to write
it, and I need the insight and light to continue writing. Thank you.
Skipping ahead to arch angel Gabriel
Chapter 1:
